♥believe♥

now i feel that my fren...
all be me just like invisible...
they just left me behind...
on that second...
my heart saying...
is that called fren?
is that called sisters?
i don't know...
and today at class too...
i feel that they didn feel wad im thinking...
im thinking that...
where am i gonna sit...
may i called one of them to go out of the sit...
and i sit it?
or anoying to tell them i wan to sit there?
but these only my thinking...
they three sat 2gether and i envy...
but not means angry...
just feel like...
i dunno how to say it...
i donno how to stay in that skul this year?
and like feel to wanna change skul...
and i think maybe they don believe me?
or nt fren wid me?
now my brian is all about that...
i felt is just like they didn be me their frend...
my heart broke...
i think now i better nt talk to much to them...
coz scare them don believe wad im talking about...
i dono in this world hu i can believe...
hu i can talk to?
hu i can say to?
i think in this world onli my dad's believe me...
and he's the one i can talk to...
but he's pass away...
i donno wad im goona do now?
is it 'BELIEVE'?